Monday, November 30, 2009




this video just made my day, ya'know ?

it's 12.33pm right now
and i haven't even took a bath yet
i wanna buy aviators from cotton on
i can't help it, 2 more weeks before i move to indonesia
i'll miss jamming
i'll miss loyang symphonic band
i'll miss my best buds
i'll miss the guys
i'll miss the gals
there's so much stuff i wanna do with them
but there's no more time
...
moving on






















to me, this guy is hot
nabil moo from i set my friends on fire
if you girls think he's not, whatever suckas
izza, my mum bought me chocolate pudding ^^
in your face !

it's been a while since i camwhored
but then again, i would look horrible in pictures
gonna bathe at 1pm
i've been annoying my younger brother by using chocolate pudding
hahaha
i have secrets ^^
ohkay, bye dudes



hit the city, get drunk, end up in a bath tub

some random shit
didn't get to visit gramps
no clarke quay ):
spent my time at home working on my solo piece
no piano lesson tomorrow coz marilyn's sick
ulcer's being a biatch
i dig my blogsong
im going shopping with my two best buds on wednesday
two/one awesome spammers are in my blog
i love the way they brighten up my tagboard
so keep doing it (:
goodnight peeps


Sunday, November 29, 2009

"be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it"

know where that line came from ??
it's from a popular song in the past
not visiting gramps today
coz quite troublesome
so yeah, staying at home
and working on my things
tomorrow piano lesson at night time
awesome i guess ?? coz it's during night time
can go tamp mall after that
takde kerja :p
i want my dickies bag and casual oxford shoes !
i want to look too cool for school at indonesia next year
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
unbelievable, i can't believe i just said that
everthings cool now
2 more weeks sial !
oh fuck
i don't want to leave
but yeah, this doesn't mean i will stop my dreams
i almost forgot ! before i end this post,
just wanna mention something funny yesterday
after having our lunch,
khai called me to come to him and the alumnis
they all know that im indonesian
the funny part is,
they asked me weird questions in indonesian
trying to mimic the accent
which is SO FUCKING FUNNY !
HAHAHAH
ohkay, bye guys :)


Saturday, November 28, 2009






































pickture one ; i need to fix my hair pronto before band camp.
pickture two ; gahh, i want that book so much
pickture three ; a knee length tulle skirt
pickture four ; casual oxford shoes ! it's a must
pickture five ; DICKIES BAG ! BLUE AND CHECKERED !!!
basically, this is my post
hahaha, okay bye (:



"i know you'll never learn"

kaBAM !!
open house performance was pretty great i guess
eventhough there wasn't a huge crowd
still, it was okay
it was freaking hot and sweaty
but i didn't mind (:
im going to practise my piano later and work on my solo piece
figured it out already
around 930pm, i'll be busy
so anything just nudge or text me aye ??
i hope tomorrow going to clarke quay
visit grand aunt and grand uncle
but of course, i'll be listening to my songs and will be asked weird questions
so yeah, better get myself prepared
before i land into some dumb shit
making another post later
just have to wait and see

"takes hold of me"


Friday, November 27, 2009

yesterday was pure greatness !!!
wanna know why ??
the concert was super amazing
city swing ~
before the concert,
had some troubles getting a taxi
until we cursed, swear and screamed
filzah almost landed into an accident
luckily, she was saved :D
bus-ed back to yishun interchange
took a cab
me, filzah and sheera made it
but hakim, danish, jerold and nelson were lost
so we waited for them (:
we were on time for the concert
it was so amazing
the trumpeters were like so GOOD,
no, GREAT
no, AMAZING
no, INDESCRIBABLE
they're just amazing
haahaha
filzah was like so "zomg!zomg!zomg!"
hahahaha
saw mr fred from the french school
after concert,
went to Mr De
saw baby Ian
i think he's scared of me ):
anyways, went to northpoint to eat
and slacked till 10pm
bus 39 then 12

today, went to the korban at eunos with mom
LOTS LOTS LOTS OF FOOD WERE PREPARED
however, i couldn't eat
coz i afraid i get stomachache
and there weren' any toilets
REPEAT ; weren't any toilets
afifah was there
keep bullying her
she kept dragging me to see the men catching the goats
and slaughtering them
preetty smelly
but great to watch the guys catching the goats
homed first at 1150

grand aunt and grand uncle came to singapore yesterday
mom told me that they stayed at Royal Plaza hotel
and transferred to Clarke Quay hotel today
i was like, are they friggin rich or what ?!!
hahahahaa
gonna visit em on sunday
so, goodbye guys (:


Thursday, November 26, 2009

in a few hours
im going to prepare for the yishun primary school concert
right now, im stuck at home using the computer
doing some things
yesterday just practised my clarinet
trying to improve my sound
and playing ross roy
only first page, haha
gahh, i want to try out the cello
and, i want a new bag
something that looks like a Dickies bag
but im buying at Bugis Street Market with Eva and Ayuni
and i want to buy a new pair of shades
and that book at Plaza Singapura
im trying to get money anyways
hahahahaha
i hope so
coz im leaving in 2 weeks time
so that means i have to do my last major shopping with my best buddies
ohkay, goodbye chandeliers


Wednesday, November 25, 2009

coz, you can't expect people to be the same
we're different with different minds
that's all i have to say

im getting tired of my blogsong
going to change to miss murder later
changing my blogskin too
so, yesterday went to school to collect flutes and files
met ainie and gave her flute
went somewhere to find syafiqah
waited for her break and gave her flute and file
accompany her toe at first and went to slack
high escalators, numerous lifts, zig-zag patterns
ainie phobia eyh ?? hahaha
around 5, syafiqah had to work
me and ainie went to bugis street market for awhile
BOUGHT MY FUCKING RAY-BANS INSPIRED SHADES !!!
thanks ainie ! will return you the money
went home by taking bus 12
long ride
passed by St. Patricks's and some other huge houses with swimming pools
saw my old hotspot where i used to eat kfc with family once
there was a pizza hut near there
i want to go there with a friend
it's a nice place
hahaha, to me
anyone ??
well, i guess i'll go, bye (:


Tuesday, November 24, 2009

bi bip dap di daa

so, yesterday was great
spent time with eva
went to the bustop, saw ayuni
decided to take mrt to pasir ris first then to harbourfront
coz we wanted to accompany ayuni
reached vivocity
we got lost and confused
it's been a while, duh ??
bought tickets to watch 2012
was acting so dumb at the counter
eva should know
watched the movie
not bad i guess
seen better end-of-the-world movies
after that, just walked around and slacked at vivo
homed at 9 +

going to school later to settle some things
and get ainie and syafiqah's flutes and files
going somewhere to meet syafiqah with ainie to give her flute
quite far
but can buy my shades already at there
didn't bring enough money yesterday
anyways, the shades were'nt available
so yeah, gonna buy them today
hmm, cannot make it for jamming today
but for the sake of my friends, it's a no choice
so yeah, sorry guys ):

ok bye guys (LOL)


Monday, November 23, 2009

hey, here's a post (:

watched drillbit taylor last night at HBO channel
awesome movie, eventhough i only watched half of it
then got this nerdy guy who i think is totally cute
hahaha, wait, i'll show you the picture










nate hartley <3
okay, i know what you guys are thinking
you think he's too nerdy
but who gives a shit about that aye ??
haha, as long as he looks fine, im cool with it
watched world stage mtv also
lady gaga and black eyed peas ~
oh yeah, already read more than 5 chapters of my book
yeah !!
going out with eva\m/ later
to vivocity to watch a movie, buy my shades and slack
woohoo !!!
okay, will fill up this space later
bye (:


Saturday, November 21, 2009

IM LIKING ZEE AVI
like, really
on april, izza introduced me one of her songs "Kantoi"
and i kept listening to that song only
and mum keeps saying its a 60's jiwang song
hahaha
then danish put zee avi's songs as his blogsongs around june
was like, eyh ?? sounds familiar
now im starting to like her
haha
okay bye (:



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isn't my meez awesome ?



hey PEEpos
my day was dull
piano lesson postponed
went to vivocity to collect my handphone
heavy texting is back baybehh
then went home and eat kway teow
yummehh
uninteresting saturday
what a waste
but i kept on stalking french dudes
hahahahah
okayy bye (:


Friday, November 20, 2009

hey dopes
band today was so fun
mostly did drills
and learnt so much
eventhough it was last minute
and i was almost late -.-
tomorrow's a saturday
boohoo, going to be boring
piano lesson then collect phone at vivocity
next week also
no band practise till saturday
gahh
okay bye
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oh yeah, listen to "all i want for christmas is you" by mariah carey or olivia olson
it's so nice and beautiful
like really
you guys should hear it

"coz everything in life is unexpected"


Thursday, November 19, 2009

forget about the previous post
PMS was acting up just now
im overreacting
thats my problem
hahahahahahha



hey people
anything about today go to mardhati's blog
if she got update
im here to vent out my angers
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..
.
like fuck
im so friggin stupid
it's not going to happen
coz it's not possible
right now, im blabbering nonsense to my brothers
and they think im an idiot
coz coz coz coz coz, gahh
i need to go to the beach or somewhere open
so that i don't obstruct things
pathetic shit, in the beginning
i was all, oh okay, it's going to happen
but when i thought of the words "you cant expect it to happen all the time"
i was like, forget it, it's impossible
ah fuck
goodbye (:





this is fvcking sweet
you guys should hear this song
i loike the part where they added their own language into the song
phillipines~
going vivocity to watch movie with mardhati later
so okay, bye


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

hey there sunshine
so erm, band today was fine
wasn't late
played some new pieces
quite okay
and i want the ross roy score
haha, im trying to play it :p
after band, coffee express
won't elabrate about it coz of the bees -.-
ssp, slacked for awhile
then mood just ticked off
so went home early
sorry yeah...
bye


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

french guys !
french girls !
french school !
omg ! im so obsessed with the number
but the person never reply !
i try to call tomorrow
hahahaha
french school performance was awesome !
but PMS was being a pain
nevermind, i still got number
haha, feel so happy
their school was super big and everywhere, there are friggin hot guys
i wish i could go there again
but then again
it'll remind me of the school im attending in indonesia
possibility
after band, went to coffee express then to ehub
with filzah, danish, asri and lukman
laughed alot
especially the funny faces they all keep making
homed at around 6
okay bye guys

I LOVE YOU FRENCH PEOPLE !!!


Sunday, November 15, 2009

hey, bonjour, hola, apa khabar
back from ecp
woohoo !! it was friggin awesome
reached there at around 530
ate at macs and rented bikes after that
rode the two seater bike with mom
from 600 to 800
passed by the new skatepark
i really want to go there :D
it's like so cool
around 800, there was an accident
looked like someone drowned
there was a crowd
the accident took place near macdonalds
...
bought double chocolate frappe and homed at 830
having band tomorrow
yay !! woohoo !! i can finally see them
1015 going to prct my clarinet before i sleep
my embouchure is getting suckier coz it's very loose
so im going to fix that later
okay, bye peeps



something tells me that there's going to be one little incident on tuesday
thats what my inner thougts says anyways :p
but i have a good/weird feeling about it



READ LOW KAY HWA BOOKS !!
argh ! dammit ! i want his books
but i have to finish my current novel first
ah nevermind, patience dyah
at two o'clock, going to read my current novel
so, erm, today's gonna be boring i guess ??
but mum says that we going to ecp at 4 or 5
yay !!
so i guess this is all for now
bye


Saturday, November 14, 2009

hey peeps
so obviously, today's a saturday
and saturdays and sundays are usually boring
so, woke up, prepared and such
off to piano lesson
and this dumb and idiotic idea appeared in my freaked up mind
"go to parkway parade. it's been a while"
so decided to go there
reached there, walked 7 rounds around parkway
went in all the clothes stores
bossini's tees are so nice and affordable
esprit's having a fall season collection which consists of purple purple purple
fox's also having a fall season collection and has nice tees
purpur's dresses are more girlier and expensive than i thought
valerie's, oh dammit, why did i even go to that shop anyways ??
mango's are nice but expensive !!

what else eyh ??

ahh, who the freak cares
then go mccafe
bought my double choc frappe
and it terribly sucks
newbies -.-
but nevermind, at least they got jobs right ?? (:
homed at 4+
ohkay, tomorrow's gonna be boring
bye silent stalkers.



boring Pictures, Images and Photos

ahh, dang
today's gonna be boring i guess?
piano lesson at 1145
and i dont know where to go after that
go home and do some stuff
will update this space later


Friday, November 13, 2009



woohoo !
so yeah
went to vivocity to get my phone fixed
they say it would be fixed in 1-2 weeks time -.-
but nevermind
bought a new book
like finally
haha
then went to forever 21
the shades are friggin cheap
ate at banquet and went home
good day peeps



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picture one; me and filzah !
picture two, three, four and five; filzah photography
picture six; amali is cute in the pic ! haha
picture seven; woohoo !
picture eight; tak menjadi ):
picture nine; nice ? filzah took it (:
picture ten; shorty !
picture eleven; gun vs triangle
picture twelve; the picture says it all

those were pics from yesterday
went to PRP with nelson, filzah, danish and amali
quite okay uhh
but i need to rush to piano lesson
guess thats everything ??
should be ??
okay
bye peeps



hey people
i'm using blogger now !
(hurray)
coz onsugar is being a biatch
cannot upload photos
and i miss posting like this
onsugar can but it will turn out very badly
huge spaces in between the sentences
okay
i think im going to start a new post later
goodbye peeps





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